[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":55},["ShallowReactive",2],{"\u002F2012-01-04-a-goodby-to-nanjing":3},{"id":4,"title":5,"body":6,"date":33,"description":12,"extension":34,"meta":35,"navigation":38,"path":50,"seo":51,"stem":52,"tags":53,"__hash__":54},"blogs\u002F_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-01-04-%e5%86%8d%e8%a7%81%ef%bc%8c%e5%8d%97%e4%ba%ac.md","再见，南京",{"type":7,"value":8,"toc":28},"minimark",[9,13,16,19,22,25],[10,11,12],"p",{},"马上就要离开南京了，这个在这里生活了快六年的城市。在这里我失去了很多，也获得了很多。",[10,14,15],{},"到最后也没有喜欢上自己的生活，然后就这样离开了。像是逃跑一样……未来等待着我的会是什么呢？虽然已经决定不再逃避自己的人生，直面生活中的一切，但是还是会有所惶恐。倒不如说，只有想要改变这样的愿望，让我稍稍有些不安。",[10,17,18],{},"其实我一直都在回避着自己的人生，痛苦的事情也好，快乐的事情也好。也不是很擅长与人交往，更加不想把自己展现在别人面前。不过在南京这几年还是交到了几个好兄弟，这可以说是这几年最大的收获了。",[10,20,21],{},"其他的方面都没有什么好说的 无论人生中发生过什么，后悔都是毫无意义的。不过如果真的可以重来的话，我一定不会选择南京，而是会选择广州的吧。所谓的人生有时还真是够无情的呢……",[10,23,24],{},"不谈过去，今后我会做好的。不过这种话说起来确实没什么说服力呢。对于从来未曾努力过的自己，这样真的可以吗？难免会产生这样的疑问。",[10,26,27],{},"不过这也是现在的我唯一能做的事情了，无论迎来怎样的未来，都坚持自己的想法。",{"title":29,"searchDepth":30,"depth":31,"links":32},"",2,3,[],"2012-01-04","md",{"layout":36,"status":37,"published":38,"author":39,"author_login":40,"author_email":41,"author_url":42,"wordpress_id":43,"wordpress_url":44,"date_gmt":45,"excerpt":46},"post","publish",true,{"display_name":40,"login":40,"email":41,"url":42},"chaoshikari","chaoshikari@gmail.com","\u002F",283,"http:\u002F\u002Fwww.ch-wind.com\u002F?p=283","2012-01-04 12:29:12 +0000",{"type":7,"value":47},[48],[10,49,12],{},"\u002F2012-01-04-a-goodby-to-nanjing",{"title":5,"description":12},"_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-01-04-%e5%86%8d%e8%a7%81%ef%bc%8c%e5%8d%97%e4%ba%ac",[],"Y4cdgCf-b8Ob_ocrMa1v5NiKEru0R-yIu1QDVGXCtzg",1788763178034]