[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":97},["ShallowReactive",2],{"\u002F2012-03-07-love-and-a-lone":3},{"id":4,"title":5,"body":6,"date":75,"description":12,"extension":76,"meta":77,"navigation":80,"path":92,"seo":93,"stem":94,"tags":95,"__hash__":96},"blogs\u002F_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-03-07-%e6%b0%b8%e8%bf%9c%e7%9a%84%e5%ad%a4%e7%8b%ac%ef%bc%8c%e8%bf%98%e6%9c%89%e7%88%b1.md","永远的孤独，还有爱",{"type":7,"value":8,"toc":70},"minimark",[9,13,16,19,22,67],[10,11,12],"p",{},"孤独是与生俱来的，因为那就是我们的存在本身。",[10,14,15],{},"虽然某种程度上我是九型人格的赞同者，但是我认为，在童年体验之前，当我们渐渐意识到自己与周围世界是分割开的时候，我们的意志才开始诞生，这个时候开始才会有养育者和保护者的角色出现。",[10,17,18],{},"最先想到这一点是在推《天使不在的十二月》的时候，略带些灰色的作品。那时候我发现了，无论我们做出怎样的行为、付出怎样的努力，心都不可能真正的融合在一起。当然，像eva里一样最后融解到LCL之海的情况除外……",[10,20,21],{},"不过这都是我以前的观点，表面上似乎是解释得通的正论。但是这样纠结于孤独的概念，怎么看都有些孩子气。因为太过于孤独，所以想要这样去理解。人与人看世界的视角不同，最终也就形成了迥异的观点。无论戴着什么颜色的眼睛，都是可以看到世界的，只是其中或多或少会有些偏执。要说传统的正论的话，我还是比较喜欢“人行动的理由有两种：爱和恐惧”这样的观点。",[23,24,25,28,31,34,37,40,43,46,49,52,55,58,61,64],"blockquote",{},[10,26,27],{},"不能见爱者，遇见不爱者，",[10,29,30],{},"不见爱者苦，见不爱亦苦。",[10,32,33],{},"是故勿爱着，爱别离是苦，",[10,35,36],{},"若无爱与憎，无有诸系缚。",[10,38,39],{},"由爱生忧患，由爱生怖畏，",[10,41,42],{},"离所爱无忧，何处有怖畏？",[10,44,45],{},"由爱执生忧，由爱生怖畏，",[10,47,48],{},"离爱执无忧，何处有怖畏？",[10,50,51],{},"由贪执生忧，由贪生怖畏，",[10,53,54],{},"离贪执无忧，何处有怖畏？",[10,56,57],{},"由爱欲生忧，由欲生怖畏，",[10,59,60],{},"离爱欲无忧，何处有怖畏？",[10,62,63],{},"由渴爱生忧，由爱生怖畏，",[10,65,66],{},"离渴爱无忧，何处有怖畏？",[10,68,69],{},"孤单并不代表孤独，只有当我们追求什么的时候，我们才会感到孤独。不过这份孤独，正是人生最好的调味料也说不定。但是，挟着这份孤独，且歌且行。对我而言或许还是无法做到。",{"title":71,"searchDepth":72,"depth":73,"links":74},"",2,3,[],"2012-03-07","md",{"layout":78,"status":79,"published":80,"author":81,"author_login":82,"author_email":83,"author_url":84,"wordpress_id":85,"wordpress_url":86,"date_gmt":87,"excerpt":88},"post","publish",true,{"display_name":82,"login":82,"email":83,"url":84},"chaoshikari","chaoshikari@gmail.com","\u002F",331,"http:\u002F\u002Fwww.ch-wind.com\u002F?p=331","2012-03-07 06:35:02 +0000",{"type":7,"value":89},[90],[10,91,12],{},"\u002F2012-03-07-love-and-a-lone",{"title":5,"description":12},"_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-03-07-%e6%b0%b8%e8%bf%9c%e7%9a%84%e5%ad%a4%e7%8b%ac%ef%bc%8c%e8%bf%98%e6%9c%89%e7%88%b1",[],"qcFijgBBJYEQWSNORBHKc7xXLgHfhoaPZR1hL1cxND8",1788763178932]