[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":67},["ShallowReactive",2],{"\u002F2012-03-27-%E6%96%AD%E7%AB%A0%E7%89%87%E7%BE%BD%E9%A3%9E%E7%BF%94":3},{"id":4,"title":5,"body":6,"date":45,"description":12,"extension":46,"meta":47,"navigation":50,"path":62,"seo":63,"stem":64,"tags":65,"__hash__":66},"blogs\u002F_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-03-27-%e6%96%ad%e7%ab%a0%e7%89%87%e7%be%bd%e9%a3%9e%e7%bf%94.md","断章|片羽|飞翔",{"type":7,"value":8,"toc":40},"minimark",[9,13,16,19,22,25,28,31,34,37],[10,11,12],"p",{},"到哪里为止才是我呢？",[10,14,15],{},"迄今为止写了很多东西，日记、博客以及其他许多。",[10,17,18],{},"然而过去的记录就像散落的片羽一样虚幻而无迹可寻。曾经相信的东西，曾经想要的东西，似乎都已经改变了。在无数的过去中，我没有找到自己。所有的断章都没有记录下我的真实。",[10,20,21],{},"我一直都没能摆脱自己的消极情绪，始终沉溺在其中。自己一直都在假装思考什么的事实以及什么都没有达成的现在。",[10,23,24],{},"已经不想再消极下去了，在现实中也稍稍鼓起勇气迈出了一步。虽然是不管对错总之先走的一步。累积了太多的东西，至少情况不可能变得更糟是确定的事实。不过这样的说法又是有些消极了呢，我们所恐惧的永远都是恐惧本身。",[10,26,27],{},"今天就让一切都划下一个句号吧。",[10,29,30],{},"如果说至今为止存在于此的都不过是撒落的羽毛的话，那么再次起飞之前也没有一一检查的必要。",[10,32,33],{},"全部都只是我的碎片而已，没有逻辑又任性的碎片。",[10,35,36],{},"在我成熟到足以面对一切之前，就让它们一直撒落下去吧。",[10,38,39],{},"然后总有一天我会把它们重新拾起，拼接成名为我的轨迹。",{"title":41,"searchDepth":42,"depth":43,"links":44},"",2,3,[],"2012-03-27","md",{"layout":48,"status":49,"published":50,"author":51,"author_login":52,"author_email":53,"author_url":54,"wordpress_id":55,"wordpress_url":56,"date_gmt":57,"excerpt":58},"post","publish",true,{"display_name":52,"login":52,"email":53,"url":54},"chaoshikari","chaoshikari@gmail.com","\u002F",347,"http:\u002F\u002Fwww.ch-wind.com\u002F?p=347","2012-03-27 07:04:40 +0000",{"type":7,"value":59},[60],[10,61,12],{},"\u002F2012-03-27-断章片羽飞翔",{"title":5,"description":12},"_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-03-27-%e6%96%ad%e7%ab%a0%e7%89%87%e7%be%bd%e9%a3%9e%e7%bf%94",[],"hWpAA8q66C-17yrW58-Vc8BbgWrTEVwKftuAyjU8ehA",1788763178920]