[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":84},["ShallowReactive",2],{"\u002F2012-05-29-%E9%BB%91%E6%9A%97%E7%9A%84%E5%BD%BC%E6%96%B9":3},{"id":4,"title":5,"body":6,"date":62,"description":12,"extension":63,"meta":64,"navigation":67,"path":79,"seo":80,"stem":81,"tags":82,"__hash__":83},"blogs\u002F_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-05-29-%e9%bb%91%e6%9a%97%e7%9a%84%e5%bd%bc%e6%96%b9.md","黑暗的彼方",{"type":7,"value":8,"toc":58},"minimark",[9,13,16,23,26,29,32,35,38,41,44,49,52,55],[10,11,12],"p",{},"一直都期待着不是此处的生活，在黑暗中等待。期待着有人能够伸出手来带我到达黑暗的彼方。",[10,14,15],{},"但是内心的黑暗不靠自己是走不出来的。",[10,17,18],{},[19,20],"img",{"alt":21,"src":22},"","\u002Fwp-content\u002Fuploads\u002F2012\u002F05\u002F1f2dedfa5bcbe7a4058a082b928ea3d7_800_7991-300x247.jpg",[10,24,25],{},"以前读过一篇文章，讨论的是为什么幸福总在遥远的山那边。人总是以为自己不幸，也只有在这种时候才会感叹当初自己的不明事理吧。",[10,27,28],{},"可是如今的我对世界的了解也不多，只是比以前更加的以为自己了解这个世界了。",[10,30,31],{},"然后时而被卷入心灵的黑暗中，在名为希望的绝望的两个选择之间首鼠两端。",[10,33,34],{},"我没有办法找出自己所投下的阴影，勇气二字也永远都是说起来简单。",[10,36,37],{},"有时候我们会嘲笑自己的拙劣，也会有允许别人一起嘲笑它的时候。可是有时，我们本身就只有这一种拙劣的时候，实在是无所适从。",[10,39,40],{},"生活是怎样的呢？如果把人分为悲观和乐观两种的话，这两种人是各占一半呢，还是某种人会更多一点呢？虽然无论何时都会有两面派和中间派，不过像我这样偏向阴暗面的人大概会有多少呢？一成？两成？基数一大所造成的困扰这时候就体现出来了呢，不管这个概率多小，都会变成不得了的结果。",[10,42,43],{},"自恋自怜可不是什么受欢迎的属性呢，在这里还是应该表现的乐观一点，做出乐观的样子的话，总有一天自己就会变得乐观的。就像是在找到生命的意义之前，不断的否定那些没有意义的东西，就一定能找到有意义的东西的。",[10,45,46],{},[19,47],{"alt":21,"src":48},"\u002Fwp-content\u002Fuploads\u002F2012\u002F05\u002Fmajiang.jpg",[10,50,51],{},"像是这样的感觉？",[10,53,54],{},"总之在没有手牌的现在，只有使用“相信明天”这个固有技能了……",[10,56,57],{},"所以，总而言之，最后来说，必须向前走，直到一切都终结的时刻到来为止。",{"title":21,"searchDepth":59,"depth":60,"links":61},2,3,[],"2012-05-29","md",{"layout":65,"status":66,"published":67,"author":68,"author_login":69,"author_email":70,"author_url":71,"wordpress_id":72,"wordpress_url":73,"date_gmt":74,"excerpt":75},"post","publish",true,{"display_name":69,"login":69,"email":70,"url":71},"chaoshikari","chaoshikari@gmail.com","\u002F",399,"\u002F\u002F?p=399","2012-05-28 18:35:48 +0000",{"type":7,"value":76},[77],[10,78,12],{},"\u002F2012-05-29-黑暗的彼方",{"title":5,"description":12},"_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-05-29-%e9%bb%91%e6%9a%97%e7%9a%84%e5%bd%bc%e6%96%b9",[],"SVpXfCff33QryzSbzD-jdSR8cKgYtpAa8dsFsMcoGx8",1788763182333]