[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":85},["ShallowReactive",2],{"\u002F2012-06-24-%E6%88%91%E8%BF%99%E4%BA%BA%E5%8F%82":3},{"id":4,"title":5,"body":6,"date":63,"description":12,"extension":64,"meta":65,"navigation":68,"path":80,"seo":81,"stem":82,"tags":83,"__hash__":84},"blogs\u002F_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-06-24-%e6%88%91%e8%bf%99%e4%ba%ba%e5%8f%82.md","我这人参",{"type":7,"value":8,"toc":58},"minimark",[9,13,16,19,22,25,28,31,34,37,40,43,46,49,52,55],[10,11,12],"p",{},"喝了点酒，趴在床上小睡，不想居然醒了过来。",[10,14,15],{},"所谓的梦的世界究竟是怎样的呢？搞不清楚。",[10,17,18],{},"只是醒过来的时候不知为何心中充满了寂寞。",[10,20,21],{},"本来还犹豫着是不是不该上blog发牢骚什么的，转念一想这里不是一直是我自导自演的散发各种感情的地方吗。",[10,23,24],{},"为什么人生只有一次呢？",[10,26,27],{},"为什么所经过的一切都一去不复返呢？",[10,29,30],{},"为什么在世界面前的自己是这样的无力呢？",[10,32,33],{},"如果是神创造了这个世界的话，那么像我这样的存在有什么意义呢？",[10,35,36],{},"或许是酒精的作用吧，平时能够抑制这些想法的理性和感性都不存在了……",[10,38,39],{},"就算说我中二也好，如果人生下来就只是世界的齿轮的话，那为什么还要赋予我们意志呢。",[10,41,42],{},"不过这种抱怨大概没有任何意义吧，因为神什么的一定一开始就不存在的吧，或者一开始就打算什么都不管的吧。",[10,44,45],{},"就连此刻的想法也没有意义。",[10,47,48],{},"只是活着，我们就必须相信一定有着意义吧。",[10,50,51],{},"是啊，说到底只是相信的问题，世界只会以我们所相信的样子展示在我们面前。然后有一天，它会像我们证明我们是错的。",[10,53,54],{},"只是我这渺小的人生，真的不想再让它渺小下去了。",[10,56,57],{},"在哪里有着呢？改变这一切的方法。",{"title":59,"searchDepth":60,"depth":61,"links":62},"",2,3,[],"2012-06-24","md",{"layout":66,"status":67,"published":68,"author":69,"author_login":70,"author_email":71,"author_url":72,"wordpress_id":73,"wordpress_url":74,"date_gmt":75,"excerpt":76},"post","publish",true,{"display_name":70,"login":70,"email":71,"url":72},"chaoshikari","chaoshikari@gmail.com","\u002F",439,"\u002F\u002F?p=439","2012-06-24 11:38:40 +0000",{"type":7,"value":77},[78],[10,79,12],{},"\u002F2012-06-24-我这人参",{"title":5,"description":12},"_legacy\u002F2012\u002F2012-06-24-%e6%88%91%e8%bf%99%e4%ba%ba%e5%8f%82",[],"2Hn8Dq7PrXSg_vnFdPOR_e63SkbCicpfJdZYOr03M6c",1788763182456]